Love: the way we don’t usually see it

In love, we cannot judge the bearer of it nor the successor of it. There is no judging in love anyway. The only thing we can do in love is just to let it ruin our life, if we let ‘em. The mere fact that love is like a pair of flip-flops’, as they call it, it’s just that you cannot wear it if it isn’t in pair. Love is like a chocolate-sometimes dark, sometimes rough, sometimes bitter and sometimes sweet. Whatever hell that love possesses, we just cannot ignore it, because ignoring it will lead into much worse than tragic.

As Prince Charles said, “I have fallen in love with all sorts of girls and I fully intend to go on doing so”, as such we can keep falling for something until we find who we deserve and we’ll gonna share for the rest of our life.

Falling in love is was just like, when we saw someone that had caught our mere sight and we kept on looking at them and that is what we call love at first sight. We human can also produce what is so-called pheromone in forms of sweat. The process was involuntary by the brain, we blush when we saw someone that was so quite perfectly compatible to our gene, we pick up their pheromones and a mere snuck of them looses our mind and seems we gonna die. Experiments had suggest that when a man had smelled a woman and he was captivated by her scent is more likely compatible for his gene to reproduced with, same principle as to woman. Love maybe just a chemical responsible that was conceive trough our body. But we cannot deny that it drive us crazy, whether it was conscious or unconscious. Inspiration, it was thriving in all of us and can be strong and transcends extra-ordinary human abilities when love had pumps its inevitable power to it.

Love is missing someone whenever you’re apart, but somehow feeling warm inside because you’re close in heart. Love is sharing things and looking for no other that a smile in a face. Love is you. Love is not just a chemical signalling of our brain but a entity that makes us happy. Love is a trust, even though far away we are rest assured that when we come back home there’s a warm hug waiting. Love waits. Sometimes love fails, but that isn’t love. Love really doesn’t fail. What had failed is our capacity to give love. Love is what this world is made of.

Geonbae!

4 days ago, I decided to try this Korean drink that I bought in the grocery for only 75php -- Soju. Chamisul Soju to be specific. And FYI, I drank it alone. You know. Loner. Haha!


According  to Wikipedia , It is a distilled beverage native to Korea, and comparable to the taste of Vodka. 
Linguistically, the word soju is the Korean rendering of the Chinese 燒酒 (pinyin: shaojiu), which literally means "burned liquor". The Chinese word shaojiu is rendered in Japanese as shōchū, the word that denotes a distilled alcoholic beverage that is the Japanese variant of soju and is traditionally made from rice.
Jinro is the largest manufacturer of soju. (76 million cases sold in 2008). The most popular variety of soju is currently Chamisul (참 이슬 - literally meaning "real dew").
Yes, It tasted like Vodka, but light one. For me ha. 
I did the session alone in my room while watching primetime soap operas. I took the first full shot, and the rest with a chaser na ice cold water. Hehe! And I'm done in just 45 minutes. Yay! 

I'm sorry that I got an F'd up camera phone. But good thing that my effin' phone did a good job, and the bad thing about that session of mine is that I end up the next day finding the bottle of soju, because I do not know where the hell did I placed it after drinking it. Hahahaha! 

I just found it after 2days. Haha!

I want to try soon their Korean famous foods.

da-eum sigan kkaji!

No, not again!

' No I can't spell it out for you, No it's never gonna be that simple, No I can't spell it out for you'


I got LSS with Colbie Callait's song Realize. I'ts kinda emoish (emoish daw oh!) I actually heard it thrice yesterday.


Well, to make this blog uhm.. just to put something in here, I'll pour over my sort of self kept issue: It's been 5 days since me and my amigo don't communicate for some lovers quarrel reasons. I guess misunderstanding came along to us which is normal from what we believed in. But not for me. I'm trying not to comprehend this situation of us but it doesn't work. 
We just had our 4th year anniversary week ago and celebrated it simply by having a meal, bubbly talks, cuddling and DVD marathons together. But despite all that, He doesn't seem happy. I don't know but I felt it that way. 
I would say that our relationship is isn't good this past few months. Yes, I would honestly admit that we've been in a rough and tumbling situation. I sometimes thought of not being a good one for him in some aspects of our relationship and I feel bad about it. I feel so not inspiring for him, I feel so perwisyo, worthless and I feel careless about his feelings. Maybe that's how it goes and that's how you feel when you're in a long term relationship. Is it? And sometimes you just feel giving up.
I cried hard about this last night, like I can't do nothing, but let God relieve the pain I'm feeling that very moment of my desolation. Plus factor that I'm in a quite struggling family problems.


I'm trying not to think about it for now, Instead, give a damn for those people around who makes me happy and be thankful for the blessings I am receiving each day. 


Let's not waste every amount of love we're receiving and most importantly in giving. For we are lucky to love and be loved back. Let's not allow ego and selfish love ruin every relationship we have to those people who appreciates us.
I learned all throughout these years that it is life itself whom will give us lessons, importance and realizations. And also to prove how much we believe our faith and love to HIM in times of not just in sorrows but in happiness.




-- This is my another drama queen side. :|

Black and white

I was just about to blog something, but then I suddenly don't know what to put in here. Well, anyway, it is obvious that I stopped blogging for a while for so many reasons: Though I'm not a busy person as you would think, I just don't really know what to blog these past few months. I sometimes suck in English grammar, lazy, nothings special about me because I admit that I'm a boring person,yes. To make it short, my life is black and white.

Nonsense.

It's been a month since the last time I made an entry here. Actually, I don't have anything on my mind these past few months, that's why.

I've been a plain "house-daughter" this whole month because mom stayed-in somewhere to take care of other people. Caregiver to be exact.

I'm used to house chores, I know how to clean the entire house, do the laundry, and cook meals.
As days goes, I feel like giving up on doing it. It's like 'nakakasawa', everyday you do the same.

But then I realized that it is quite hard when there's no 'Mommy' around.


*Naipasa lahat ng mga ginagawa ng isang Mother alike saken. :|